I decided to read what I was feeling and doing last year at this time and I came across this post on my wordpress site. I decided to repost it because I think a lot of people are feeling the same way! I hope this helps all who read it.
I am sitting here at work waiting for my freezer to finish its run before I put the cells in the storage tank when I realized that my life is in the very same state as the cells that I am freezing! It is in a state of “suspended animation”! When the cells are frozen they are unable to grow…they are frozen in time and cannot progress forward. When I am done with this process I have some other cells to thaw out. The solutions that I will be rinsing these cells through will , hopefully, nourish and warm them so that they can move forward and grow! This is what I need to allow myself to do to follow the Hero’s Journey I have been reading about in the MKMMA course. I have not allowed myself to move forward!! I believe that I have everything that I need to do this so what is missing????
I have not “Given myself PERMISSION”!!!!
Mark and Davene spoke about this in the last webinar and I guess that I didn’t really understand at that time! I think that I am finally ready to allow myself to take the Hero’s Journey!!
So what do I do now??? I know that the cells need nutrients and warmth to survive so I will continue with my reading of Og and the Master Key’s (nutrients) and I will be kinder to myself (warmth)!!!
I GIVE YOU PERMISSION TO BE ALL THAT YOU CAN BE WENDY LEWIS!!!